8 weeks

I am 8 weeks today. Wooo. People ask if I'm tired or hungry and I just wonder if they know me! I am always tired and I am always hungry, so I wouldn't say that its increased since I am pregnant. I had some slight nausea for about 3 days which consisted of me feeling like I could throw up, but knew the entire time that I really wouldn't. I'm not a puker at all. So that sucked. The only 2 symptoms I can confirm are that my boobs hurt (aren't you so happy you know that?! ugh) and that I am super emotional which really sucks because I am a pretty emotional person anyway. I think I came home every day last week saying how I wanted to cry because I either didn't feel well or I was tired. Sunday was the kicker though. Mitch and I were driving home from grocery shopping, so maybe I will actually eat healthy again, anyway, I told him I was hungry like I always do (usually multiple times) but then I thought I was going to cry because I was so hungry. I thought to myself "are you serious Tarsha?! You're going to friggin CRY because you're HUNGRY?!" Ugh. Anyway I hope that emotional overload goes away soon. In 1 week I get to hear the heartbeat (hopefully) for the first time! What a relief it will be to make it over this hump. I've actually told more people this time around although Mitch doesn't know that yet. Surprise hunny! I figured I would try and put more pressure on this baby so it would stick around. And the thing is, I'm usually GREAT at keeping secrets, but I am just so happy and want to tell everyone! I feel like I have "popped" already but I know it's just me or the fact that I had Taco Bell twice this weekend! Ewww who am I?! Anyway I am sure it has to do with my stellar diet lately and not running or really working out. I'll say it, I'm a head case when it comes to this shit. I over think anything and everything you can think of! But I think I will actually start working out again slightly because I am already freaked out about getting fat. I did lose all that weight pretty much so I could get pregnant, you know because I didn't want to be fat (for me) and then get fatter. Anyway, so that's my update for this week.